Lost my son in October. He was the only child God gave us. He was 22 and we are unsure of how it happened. He was shot in the head. Police said suicide, I know that he would never do that. We were best friends and spent every day together. God has given several family members confirmation. Still waiting on mine and I’m struggling with my faith a lot. I don’t do well with not having the answers. And I’ve turned to God now more than ever and feel like he’s nowhere.