I’m expecting our 3rd child and my husband and I are looking forward to the new addition. My mental has been off though, thoughts run on my relational failures from my past day and night. Prayer for strength and self control to not be tempted by distractions (Instagram!). To desire more of the Lords will for my life so I can be the best wife, parent, friend and version of myself and not a halfway not caring version of myself in those roles. As a stay at home mother with no family living around, caretaking days get lonely which also trigger the negative thoughts but prayer for mindset and heart shift during those mental spiral down moments and especially during this pregnancy. I want to better see the joys of the Lord during this pregnancy. To laugh and see hope as a reality.