I’m not sure what the exact prayer is, it just feels every aspect of my life, our family’s life is under attack. From finances, marriage, parenting, health. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do, what my purpose is. I feel so lost and confused and conflicted. I feels like I just am not hearing God, there’s just silence. I can see Him moving at times. I feel like I’m just wondering in the wilderness and the desert.